1. |
Message To Myself
04:09
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I've been talking to myself
Awful lot of my position
Got all covered up in lies
And I can’t, I can’t go on
All aside, it's just the way things are
Wanna know who's on my side
Wanna know – why, oh why
It's only in my head
And I can do nothing about it
It's only in my head, only in my head
So I gotta do something about it
Think I’m falling little short
Of my plans and expectations
Gotta take care of this mess
There it goes
What I miss is happiness
Overblown, out of proportions
Want to get it caring less
There you go - I can't deny
It's only in my head
And I can do nothing about it
It's only in my head, only in your head
So I gotta do something about it
You try to keep it all, all for yourself
Just so little to care to get you there
Will be enough to get you do
What you want to
And I’m laying in my bed
And I can’t, I can’t go sleeping
And I think about what's next
What I’ve done
Gotta cross a border line
Cause I’m blocked at all directions
Hope I have a better luck
Cause I’m *****, I feel so down
All I ever made - has been denied
Anything I did - I looks like a clown
Never ever gonna go down
Never ever gonna fail or come undone
Never gonna be a failure
There you go, my oh my
It's only in my head, only in my head, only..
Only in my head, only in my head, only, only
Only in my head, in my only head, it's, it's
It's only in my god damn freaking brainy head
They just wanna make it look like a big joke
No making of publicity of their great show
Gotta make a stand and walk away but I'm so worn-out
And all that I can see is there is no way out
Gotta take 'em all in time, uppers of all kinds
And all you see in me is just another patient
Gotta get away, gotta get you jumping
At my say
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2. |
Going Solo
03:26
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Heaven knows I’m going solo from you
Always thought it’d be the last thing to do
Wait and wait till nothing is here
Cause waking up is everybody’s fear
Heaven knows I’m going solo from you
Don’t know why it took me so long to do
Wait and wait till nothing is here
Cause waking up is everybody’s fear
Cause there is something about your love
Or these are things that you do
You got me jumping all over you
You got me acting like…
Heaven knows I was so blinded by you
Heaven knows I thought I’d always need you
I just thought it would always feel like new
Heaven knows I’m going solo from you
Cause there is something about your love
Or maybe things that you do
You got me jumping all over you
You got me acting like you
Cause there is something about your love
Or maybe things that you do
You got me jumping all over you
You got me acting like…
Still remember things you’ve said
What you’ve done and what it meant
Held me down so low but now I fly
So high
Heaven knows I’m going solo from you
Always thought it’d be the last thing I’d do
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3. |
Beautiful
02:50
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Ooh, haven’t you noticed
That's the end of life
Of life as we know it
Ooh, your land and your waters
Every dime you own
Your sons and your daughters
For you don’t keep yourself too beautiful
And you don't, don't hang around with your pride
Ooh, if I was a joker
I would write a line
And make you go loco
Ooh, you'd call me a liar
Paint me all so black
Set my on fire
For you don’t keep yourself too beautiful
And you don't, don't hang around with your pride
You’re so totally-utterly fine
Though something dark is gradually creeping inside
Deep down you felt like you’re heavenly-heavenly kind
But guess it's time for feeling so broken inside
Oh, no, deep inside
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4. |
Go On
03:26
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We talk about it
But never really understand
How wrong we got it
And there's no way in fixing that
My name is nothing, he said
Destination - nowhere
My home is out there
Wherever I lay down
Cause it’s so absurd
To think we're masters here
Yet we're in charge here
They told him nothing
They just walked away
And all they cared about was
To kill another useless day
Another useless day you waste
Another useless life goes haste
I can't go on
No matter what you're gonna say
Forgive me not
No matter, unless you want my cut
Unless you want my cut
Unless you want my cut
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5. |
Ring Ring
03:33
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Whenever you feel alive
Whenever you shine
You know something's on your side
But then it goes by
At times it just blows your mind
At times it goes out
You're calling it "way to go"
You're saying "that's life"
It's something I doubt
You cannot take this thing for granted
You can’t go on and live without it
You can't ignore and don't regret it
No, pretend it's not so
It makes you feel self-assured
It makes you go round
Whenever you're feeling low
It's always around
So why don't you make it go by your side
Like nothing to hide
Though it might be slowing down
It never calms down
It's something you doubt
You cannot take this thing for granted
You can’t go on and live without it
You can't ignore and don't regret it.
No, pretend it's not so
You cannot take this thing for granted
You can’t go on and live without it
You can't ignore and don't regret it, no
This thing is called love
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7. |
Inside Out
04:40
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No mass on this day
No one’s gonna pay
I just cannot take
No more
Anywhere I go
Heaven’s hanging low
Got to suffer more
Oooh oooh
Take another pass
Better be alone
Discomfort still remains
It’s always there
Others started low
Any way you go
Say this time
Why they’re laughing
It’s just too cold for me to hold on
When every part of me wants not to feel lone
But like I told you sail away I know now
When nothing helps
Just leave me god damn
Nothing can help
Ooh ooh
No mass on this day
No one’s gonna pay
I just cannot take
No more
Anywhere I go
Heaven’s hanging low
Got to suffer more
Oooh oooh
(Inside out)
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Next to Zero Latvia
"Disillusioned by arduous and sometimes debilitating life of infinite political correctness, and unceasing hatred of our
beloved world, two estranged, musically inclined creators decided to leave established posses and start new musical journey from zero.......next to zero."
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Before NTZ there was The Mary Jane. The same singer, the same producer. Recorded in actual former prison...
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